is what I spent today working on this blog! I have been on this computer for hours and hours and hours trying to make this cuter. Hopefully I can live with it this way for a while. The font on my computer looks like the font around our family picture. You might not all have the font, let me know!
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Mother's Day!
First off, let me say even though it's kinda late, Happy Mother's Day! I hope everyone had a great day filled with family and nothing to do cause everyone else did it for you! I had lots of thoughts today. Most of them during early hours in the morning!
Sleep for me last night didn't take place. Between the baby and Braxton waking up, I only got to sleep for a half hour at a time until 4 am! It was LONG!!! At one point while I was putting the baby back in bed after feeding him, I started thinking, if something happened to me right now and this was the last time I kissed my baby and put him in his bed, what would I be thinking. These are a few thoughts that rolled through my head:
I wish I would have hugged my kids more. I wish I would have held Porter more. I wish I would have played with Braxton and Cole outside more. I wish I would have yelled less. I wish I could take away all the bad things in their lives. I wish I was better. I wish they were happy all the time and never sad. Mostly I'd wish and hope that I'd let them know I love them more than life itself, no matter what!
I hope that my kids know that I love them more than life itself! More than anything I'll ever own, more than anything I ever say or do! I will ALWAYS LOVE THEM no matter what, no strings attached, no matter where their lives will take them. I am their mom and nothing, not even death would ever change that!
I hope that one day I will feel worthy enough to even be their mom! I know that most days I probably don't deserve it, but I am very thankful that a truly loving Heavenly Father blessed me with his children, and trusted me enough to hold them close!
Sleep for me last night didn't take place. Between the baby and Braxton waking up, I only got to sleep for a half hour at a time until 4 am! It was LONG!!! At one point while I was putting the baby back in bed after feeding him, I started thinking, if something happened to me right now and this was the last time I kissed my baby and put him in his bed, what would I be thinking. These are a few thoughts that rolled through my head:
I wish I would have hugged my kids more. I wish I would have held Porter more. I wish I would have played with Braxton and Cole outside more. I wish I would have yelled less. I wish I could take away all the bad things in their lives. I wish I was better. I wish they were happy all the time and never sad. Mostly I'd wish and hope that I'd let them know I love them more than life itself, no matter what!
I hope that my kids know that I love them more than life itself! More than anything I'll ever own, more than anything I ever say or do! I will ALWAYS LOVE THEM no matter what, no strings attached, no matter where their lives will take them. I am their mom and nothing, not even death would ever change that!
I hope that one day I will feel worthy enough to even be their mom! I know that most days I probably don't deserve it, but I am very thankful that a truly loving Heavenly Father blessed me with his children, and trusted me enough to hold them close!
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